I have been in a funk ever since i moved into my dads. It feels like i took two steps back and to the left inside of going forwards in life. Guns are nice, ribs for breakfast lunch amd dinner is cool for a while, and all the swearing i can possibly muster is a gift rarely taken for granted. However, i miss moving at my own pace, chain smoking, and drinking…..but its time to grow up?
under the weight of all the lives I’m not living Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes. -William Gibson
And so, it looks like once again a Dark Tower movie might not be happening. Ron Howard’s original grand plan was for a movie trilogy and a tie-in TV series to fill in the bits between the movies. But that was too big and too expensive for Universal, so then there was talks of just having a movie trilogy. But once again that seemed too expensive, so Universal just wanted one movie, which is something Ron Howard doesn’t think can be done. So no Dark Tower at all? Maybe.
Years ago, a pair of blonde, blue-eyed young sisters named Lamb and Lynx Gaede were the darlings of the white supremacist Neo-Nazi world as the musical duet Prussian Blue. But these days, the two girls that were once the darlings of the Neo-Nazi music world are now a bit more grown up and have decided that the white supremacist movement is full of shit.
I miss sleeping like a baby. Being an insomniac is not cool or productive. It is like eating but your still starving, nothing stays down or is satifying. what sleep you do get is never refreshing or long enough. the days blur into a cacophany of aches and blurry vision reason disapears, anxiety and mania reason with you on methods to pass out or make things right. Logic is a phalicy, comfort is a lie, happyness a memory. lethergy is the momentum to stare into space. The aches and pain all over is something only food poisoning and ghonerria feel worse then. All i want is a good nights sleep. There is no logical reason or any purposturous notionto calm my nerves and settle my mind. I find myself praying for exhaustion. i need to smoke weed again this is stupid.